I am officially fat again, the scales have thus confirmed it this morning. I weigh 80 kilos once more.

At my heaviest I weighed 98 and then lost a load when I changed jobs 2 years ago. At my lightest in summer last year I got down to 73K but through comfort-eating and meds it has all piled on again to make me disgusting and fat.

Thus I no longer see the point to wearing nice clothes or anything. I’m destined to be ugly and unhappy quite obviously.

I’ll try a diet which’ll make me miserable, then crack after a few days and make myself more miserable.

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